And STILLLLLLL we wait for the radiologist report.
It's 6 days till we go to Duke, though, so at least we won't have to wait so much more than that.
We ended up with a printed report on the CT scan, but only from the urologist, who is only allowed, apparently, to speculate on the scan results. There were quite a few words I didn't know, and unfamiliar terms in the report. I googled them, and sort of wish I hadn't, as they opened up whole new vistas of scary possibilities I hadn't even thought of.
Result: a whole day of crying on my part, today, from the something-under-the-bed-might-jump-out-at-you spooky ugliness of the whole situation. I can't stop. But by tomorrow should be better.
Bill is pretty even-keeled, even cheery, so that's a huge blessing.
I'll write the SECOND we hear from the radiologist.
If you've written us a gorgeous, beautiful note lately and haven't heard back, please forgive me for my slowness but KNOW FOR ABSOLUTELY CERTAIN that your words of love are pretty much--seriously--what we are living on right now, and our gratitude is profound. Profound. Thank you, and we WILL write back as soon as we can.
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*hugs*
ReplyDeleteI don't think anyone expects you to get back to them immediately Bethkins. That's not the reason people are sharing their love and prayers.
It's a hard enough set of possibilities you're dealing with hun. Let the people who love you make it a little easier by making sure you know you're not alone and how much we all care about both of you.
You don't have to respond individually; keeping people updated is more than enough dear.
dani, oh bless you.
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